accessibility  and  vulnerability.  There  was  no 
room for condemnation or contempt in the stories 
told by women about the moral decline of other 
women.  One  of  the  employees  mentioned  her 
surprise at the huge number of women who went 
to this war. It was no surprise to learn that most 
of them were of practical interest, but there were 
also women who sought their happiness in the 
war: “My eyes went to my forehead when I saw 
how many women were going to this war. Good 
and ugly, young  and not very young. Cheerful 
and angry. bakers, cooks, waitresses ... cleaners 
... Of course, everyone had their own practical 
interest  –  they  wanted  to  earn,  maybe,  and 
arrange  a  personal  life.  All  unmarried  or 
divorced. In search of happiness. Fate. There was 
happiness  ...  And  they  really  fell  in  love” 
(Alexievich, 2016b, p. 262). 
 
War was not a part of life, it became a separate 
life,  especially  for  women  who  return  home, 
were forced to start it anew. The sacred role of 
women,  her  high  purpose  in  the  war  in 
Afghanistan  was  devalued.  A  woman  felt  a 
constant  fear  for  her  own  life  if  she  had  the 
strength  to  refuse  to  “perform  an  international 
duty  in  bed”  (Alexievich  2016b,  p.  122).  The 
facts  of  rude  and  outright  cynicism  toward 
women in the war contrasted sharply with what 
Soviet  newspapers  wrote  about  the  “Afghan 
Madonnas”. The essay, published in Pravda, told 
a  completely  different  story,  romanticized  the 
attitude  toward  women  with  weapons,  and 
inflamed the desire  of young girls to go to the 
southern  borders  of  the  country  (Alexievich, 
2016b, p.122). Recalling how she suffered from 
daily insults, how she bravely endured the same 
diseases that exhausted men (hepatitis, malaria), 
the  girl-employee  told  the  story  that  for  many 
women in the war became a reality: “My mother 
proudly declares to  friends:  “My daughter is in 
Afghanistan”.  My  mother  is  naive!  I  want  to 
write to her: “Mom, shut up, or you'll hear that!” 
Maybe I'll come back, I'll understand everything 
– and I'll leave, I'll warm up. Furthermore, now 
everything in the soul is broken, plundered. What 
did I learn here? Is it possible to learn goodness 
or  mercy  here?  Or  joy?”  (Alexievich,  2016b,                 
p. 123). 
 
The girls with whom Svitlana Alexievich talked 
in  Afghanistan  felt  psychologically  exhausted. 
They explained their difficult emotional state by 
the  fact  that  here,  in  war,  “something  happens 
every  day  that  shakes  and  turns  your  soul” 
(Alexievich, 2016b, p. 124). The horror dreams 
told  the  author  by  one  of  the  employees  are 
permeated  with  fear  of  insulted  honor  and 
awareness of the possibility of being buried alive 
under  a  “layer  of  Afghan  heavy  land” 
(Alexievich, 2016b, p. 124). 
 
The  strength  of  a  woman's  character  was 
hardened  in  war  through  the  ability  to  resist 
emotional pain, through the ability to empathize 
with  a  man,  boy,  child,  but  a  woman  became 
weak in war because of loss of dreams, future, 
inability  to  believe  in  something,  hope  for 
something,  experiencing  complete 
disappointment. 
 
Another reason why the girls went to war was 
money, “good money”, the opportunity to buy a 
tape recorder, a sheepskin coat, good things and 
so on. Many pages of S. Alexievich's work were 
devoted to stories about mercenary women, the 
so-called “chekists”,  who  earned  their  living in 
the war with their own bodies, receiving payment 
by checks, and sometimes just a can of stew or 
milk powder. They did not wear awards, even if 
they have them because others laughed at them, 
saying  that  those  medals  were  “For  Sexual 
Merit” (Alexievich, 2016b, p. 67–68). According 
to the name of the shack in which the officers 
lived,  such women  in Afghanistan  were called 
“shacks” (Alexievich, 2016b, p. 122). 
 
Of course, not all women in the Afghan war were 
sex  workers  and  “chekists”.  There  were  more 
good girls. Some of them went there because of 
their  romantic  beliefs.  One  of  the  heroines 
described the sincerity of her feelings as follows: 
“It is  mercy!  Work  for  a  woman's  heart!” 
(Alexievich,  2016b,  p.  263).  Such  women 
considered service in Afghanistan as “a woman's 
duty  to  protect  our  boys,  to  save  them!” 
(Alexievich, 2016b, p. 159). There were fateful 
love meetings and weddings, because “happiness 
is  the  same  everywhere.  Especially  female 
happiness”  (Alexievich,  2016b,  p.  262). 
However,  most of  these relationships ended  in 
war,  lovers returned home  as  strangers:  ”  Love 
was before Tashkent: from there – he is on the 
left,  she  is  on  the  right”  (Alexievich,  2016b,                  
p. 159).  
 
However, female employees were afraid to return 
to  the  Soviet  Union  because  they  were  “white 
crows”  (Alexievich,  2016b,  p.  69).  They  had  a 
traumatized  psyche,  could  not  get  used  to  a 
peaceful life, it was difficult for them to “believe 
in  something,  to  love  something”  (Alexievich, 
2016b, p. 124), “nothing was interesting for them 
after Afghanistan” (Alexievich,  2016b, p. 225). 
One  of  the  heroines  said  in  this  regard:  “Men 
fight at war, and women fight after” (Alexievich, 
2016b,  p.  191),  another  added:  “This  war  will 
never end  for me” (Alexievich, 2016b, p. 227).